Once again, I've been trying to change the design of my blog rather than worry about weight loss, which is dumb. I've been horrible with the dieting. Really horrible. Carbs and beer as far as the eye can see. I just can't live without my burritos and my cookies. I'm starting to wonder if its even worth it. What do I care if I have a muffin top? Or if I look like a beached whale in a bathing suit? Why do I want to be as thin as my sisters? It's still me, fat or skinny. I guess I'm just having an off week.